I Wish Ashes upon My House
Essay by Daria Serenko
Essay by Daria Serenko
ORIGINAL TITLE: Я желаю пепла своему дому
ORIGINAL PUBLISHER: Suhrkamp, 2023
158 PAGES
RIGHTS SOLD: Czech (Akropolis), Danish (Palomar), Dutch (Koppernik), Spanish (Errata Naturae), Swedish (Ersatz), Portuguese (Antígona)
ORIGINAL PUBLISHER: Suhrkamp, 2023
158 PAGES
RIGHTS SOLD: Czech (Akropolis), Danish (Palomar), Dutch (Koppernik), Spanish (Errata Naturae), Swedish (Ersatz), Portuguese (Antígona)
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“The war caught us in the midst of it all. We froze, disarmed, pitiful and helpless, watching our bodies merge day after day with those of the young occupiers, turning into indecipherable streaks of blood across the snow-covered fields. During this merging, I periodically slip into dissociation, as though I am no longer myself, as though I am floating above my own empty body, reduced to a schematic outline like a satellite image.”
After she was arrested in February 2022, Serenko began working on a new text in jail. What started as an examination of her own activism and an account of the everyday reality of detention, has developed into something much greater: a powerful meditation on war, resistance, exile, identity, and political responsibility.
Within these pages, Serenko describes her experience of imprisonment in short, unexpectedly original images: the dreariness of everyday life, the infringement on one’s body exerted by those in power, an individual yet at the same time a collective experience that she shares with thousands of people in Russia who have protested against the war.
She also examines radically and self-critically the possibilities of activism and keeps circling questions of failure, guilt, shame, and the responsibility that the Russian society and each of its members carries.
In short vignettes, lists, sequences, poems, simulated interviews, Serenko runs through all possible forms and consequences of violence and puts the horror of war and of the women who live through it, into poetic, expressive, drastic, sometimes disturbing images, whose force extends far beyond their immediate political moment.
Within these pages, Serenko describes her experience of imprisonment in short, unexpectedly original images: the dreariness of everyday life, the infringement on one’s body exerted by those in power, an individual yet at the same time a collective experience that she shares with thousands of people in Russia who have protested against the war.
She also examines radically and self-critically the possibilities of activism and keeps circling questions of failure, guilt, shame, and the responsibility that the Russian society and each of its members carries.
In short vignettes, lists, sequences, poems, simulated interviews, Serenko runs through all possible forms and consequences of violence and puts the horror of war and of the women who live through it, into poetic, expressive, drastic, sometimes disturbing images, whose force extends far beyond their immediate political moment.
An insider's view of Russian society, clothed in a delicate and prodigious literary garment, at whose heart pulses a fear that is both palpable and meticulously repressed.
Its poetic force has the power to dispel even the darkest pessimism.
— DIE ZEIT
Its poetic force has the power to dispel even the darkest pessimism.
— El País